Nadir

Seperti hari-hari yang lalu, selalu mengulang kalimat ini, sepenuhnya bersandar padaMu, untuk setiap lelah dan jerihku, untuk setiap permohonan, untuk setiap mimpi yang lalu lalang datang dan pergi, untuk setiap sedihku, untuk setiap kelemahanku, untuk setiap sisi burukku, untuk setiap keraguan akan sebuah jawaban, untuk setiap hal diluar kuasaku.

Untuk hari ini dan besok, untuk malam ini dan malam – malam lainnya.
Sepenuhnya bersandar padaMu.

Sepenuhnya bersandar pada janji-janjiMu, Tuhan, masakkan Kau tidak tergerak dengan lirihku.

-AnakMu-

She (Elvis Costello)

She may be the face I can’t forget
The trace of pleasure or regret
May be my treasure or the price I have to pay
She may be the song that summer sings
May be the chill that autumn brings
May be a hundred different things
Within the measure of a day
She may be the beauty or the beast
May be the famine or the feast
May turn each day into a heaven or a hell
She may be the mirror of my dreams
The smile reflected in a stream
She may not be what she may seem inside her shell
She, who always seems so happy in a crowd
Whose eyes can be so private and so proud
No one’s allowed to see them when they cry
She, may be the love that cannot hope to last
May come to me from shadows of the past
That I’ll remember till the day I die
She, may be the reason I survive
The why and wherefore I’m alive
The one I’ll care for through the rough and rainy years
Me, I’ll take her laughter and her tears
And make them all my souvenirs
For where she goes I’ve got to be
The meaning of my life is she

~Elvis Costello~

COLDPLAY

Aku suka Coldplay, pertama kali denger itu lagu Yellow, suka denger suara gitarnya apalagi suara Chris Martin.
And now I’m listening their Yellow while posting this.

Look at the stars,Look how they shine for you,And everything you do,Yeah they were all yellow,

I came alongI wrote a song for youAnd all the things you doAnd it was called yellow


So then I took my turnOh all the things I’ve doneAnd it was all yellow


Your skinOh yeah your skin and bonesTurn into something beautifulD’you know you know I love you soYou know I love you so


I swam acrossI jumped across for youOh all the things you doCause you were all yellow


I drew a lineI drew a line for youOh what a thing to doAnd it was all yellow


Your skinOh yeah your skin and bonesTurn into something beautifulD’you know for you i bleed myself dryFor you i bleed myself dry


Its true look how they shine for youlook how they shine for youlook how they shine for youlook how they shine for youlook how they shine for youlook how they shinelook at the stars look how they shine for you

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Ada beberapa hal yg rindu sekali tangan ini untuk menggenggam, tapi mungkin belum saatnya.
Sepertinya sudah didepan mata tapi nyatanya … ah ya sudahlah, mungkin belum saatnya.
Selalu begitu, menghibur diri dengan beribu alasan itu.
Bosan? entah
Lelah? entah, sepertinya …
Jadi, harus bagaimana?
Mengejar? Perlukah? Mendamba? Masih bisakah?
Putus harapkah? Semoga tidak

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Tuhan dengar doaku, doa terdalam yang hanya bisa terucap tanpa suara
Yang bahkan sulit untuk digambar dan disebut dalam kata
Apa namanya ini? Yg bahkan diri pun tak kuasa menjawabnya cuma Engkau yg bisa